"time takes a cigarette, puts it in your mouth."

my video is complete.
i am relieved.
i am awake.
i feel i have lost the ability to write anything worthwhile.
cinco de mayo margaritas and shots at the rhino and i wind up back home feeling like typing--
but with nothing to say.
there was a boy sitting at the end of he bar by himself the entire night. it was his birthday and he was alone. it broke my heart a little.