tasty.

my new favorite concoction:
-white grape juice
-Effen black cherry vodka
-splash of red bull

"revisited."

"Heard your name the other day
It's been a long, long time
Ancient history, some would say
Another state of mind
You smell of memory
Felt-tipped electric child

She takes a plastic pill
She plays the weatherman
She screams "Religion kills
More than it saves you, man"
She painted filigrees
She was the acid queen
She claims society
Is just a fever dream

Now you live in the trees and salty seas
Trippin' out in the blue skies
You shut the door on everything
Too busy getting high
And me, just another dream theory
Lost inside your eyes

She's not in your history books
Lost her mind and kept her looks
Down beneath the radar screen
She's lit up like gasoline
Been through a million kicks
Looking for the one that sticks
Never would've known it then
I might not see her again

Top hats and tails for thrills
Red lips and famous hands
Sidelong and glancing still
In tiny dancer land."

"this shit will fuck you up."

"in the call of a new world."

i managed to make it to my design class this morning, could hardly keep my head up during it despite my large triple somoan, and as soon as it was over i headed home to take a nap through my art history class. i set three alarms hoping they would wake me up on time to make it to philosophy and photo-- but i just now rolled out of bed feeling monumentally disoriented.
so much for classes today apparently.
i struggle horribly come the end of spring semester..
and i'm sure the amount that i have been drinking in the past week hasn't helped either. after celebrating lauren's birthday this weekend through getting rather sozzled at the bar on friday and playing beirut at her soiree on saturday, followed up by a bad combination of riesling and sparks on sunday, which was all topped off by practically closing out the rhino last night-- i suppose it only makes sense that i accidentally took the day off to crash.
on a different note--
in one of my intensely zestful let's-clean-the-whole-house moods yesterday afternoon, i decided to rearrange all the furniture in my bedroom. three hours later everything was swapped and i can now actually see out of my windows. the first night that jamie and i got the keys to the place i sat on the floor of my empty room in the dark, smoked a cigarette, and fell in love with the place. each day since has made the room feel a little bit more constricted to the point where it was starting to make me feel insane. after moving everything around though, i fell in love with it all over again.

mobile misfortune.

my new phone just broke.
completely broke for no reason at all.

in cages in basements.

today i spent $243.95 on polaroid film. i dug through the mess in the basement for a half hour searching for my polaroid camera and in the process found toe socks, a telephone that's shaped like lips, and a video tape that i've been wondering about for over a year. i had several expressionless mannequins watching me the whole time silently through the chicken wire.

things to be excited about today:

-finally changing the color in my hair from emerald green to navy blue.
-getting a wacom tablet.
-getting a 96 on my art history quiz.
-the weekend.

just a few of my favorite things: