"don't let the sun blast your shadow."

the long awaited update . .

summer came and went with the speed of a fighter jet. how is it september already??

the things i said i would complete this summer- my website, my portfolio, deep cleaning the house, taking a class, getting a job. .

none of it happened.

instead i enjoyed being overwhelmed by sloth. i stayed up until the sun rose and slept away my mornings and afternoons. i found myself in maryland twice, in savannah twice, and in france for two weeks. i found myself in smoky bars and hazy apartments. i found myself in cars, on couches, and in beds. i climbed the walls, slept upside-down, and embraced the floor. i was still yet constantly turning.

i was hideous.

i was ravishing.

i was abstemious.

i was intoxicated.

somehow amidst the silence and the chaos i found a stability. a steadiness that i had been craving for years.